What happened when all your anguish falls on deaf ears? Where is the ideal way to scream and shout when it is drown by the silence of white noise? I think, I contemplate, I don't know where I'm drifting between here and there, between reality and half awaken days and the cold nights.
I don't feel the bitterness, I don't feel the urge to break down, I need to find my release. I dropped on all fours and still the echo of my noiseless scream haunts me. The ghost of my history is catching up on me..where do I go? What do I do?
Being an eternal sucks right now...damn the deal, damn the offer, damn the one who seeks my misery and put me thru the things I wanted to forget on a thousand life cycle.
I have forgotten what it feel like to be in a company of a soul mate. Soul mate? I live, no...I thrive to survive because my existance demands the souls of those I seek, and being a merchant of endless dreams...these souls keeps me alive and being wanted. Ah...I fall on my own dilemma again..curse my luck. Curse the choices I made. But my curse has drawn you towards me. Soon...soon enough, I will come for you.
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The Celcom misleading tag line. "The power is in your hands". Or so they say.
Cheers,
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