Ex - Two

Ok, picking up from where I left last time which is stil on the subject of ex or ex's (bukan rock kapak yek). A friend told me that I'm crazily brave enough to do the things that he, himself could never come to do in this period of time...meaning now. I mean, how hard can it be? Well its pretty damn hard! Believe me. It took every bit of courage for me to tell the truth not to one but two person that I wanted out from their life. Yes...I know, not proud of what I'm doing but at least give me credit for being able to stand and not continue lying right in their face. Oh go fly a kite, lol.
But the hardest part is living each day and you stil linger about the choice you made. Again, bad move. Stop linger and stop wonder what ifs and such subjective and dodgy issues. You made the choice, live it and keep looking forward. Looking back will never get you nowhere except feeling sorry for yourself. I know I won't be doing that.
Then comes the part where each of you moving out, parting the stuff you kinda bought together. In simple terms, who gets what things. I guess there are certain default rules that saying everything you buy before you were living together will still consider an individual items. Getting stuff when you were together is the messy one. There might be one party gaining the upper hands and got all the goodies and the other part gets the urm...leftover. Anyway, I'm telling about my part of that. I'm just happy that I get to be with a person who likes me for who I am and not what stuff I got, LOL. Kinda pathetic but hey, it works. Right?
A word of advice to my dear friend...there comes a time in your life when you know what you wanted in your life and dare to fight for what you believe in. Don't hold back, give it all you got. If you need a hand to help you pick up the pieces...I got a brand spankin' new vacuum cleaner. Serious sucking mode, LOL.

Another topic not related to the above. Read the lyrics below (just the chorus part) and tell me your honest opinion.

I kissed a girl - Katy Perry

I kissed a girl and I like it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong it felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonite
I kissed a girl and I like it

Now, Katy Perry is a girl. First thought going through the lot of you people are:
a) If you are straight _ "Wow! now there's a chance for threesome"
b) If you are gay - "I'm soo gonna kill my boyfriend tonite!"
c) If you are lesbian - "Its normal what, cept for the boyfriend part. Just ditched the guy and come to momma!"

You won't be hearing the whole "i kissed a girl" part in the radio. All you heard is " I kissed a ____ and I like it". I was listening and what the F**k. (Mind your language dear. Gomenasai!) So for people with no internet you'd be missing an upbeat body shaking song. Who cares about the lyrics, cept for your crazy pychos out there...moi not included. :p

Slamat malam!