I Lied

I was away from the blog scene for a week and it seems like gazillion days have passed me by. I'm pretty much being shackled by my duty towards my job, as a life saver cum confidante cum hm...I ran out of witty words to describe myself to the eyes of my soul mate. But anyway, what I'm trying to say was/is that I'm busy enough to get me away from the net and do my work instead of browsing for the latest Naruto or Bleach anime and finish my blog. Way too much distraction.

I was also thinking of dropping out my facebook account as I'm pretty much tied up/having trouble organizing my blog...maybe I can just put everthing here and life will be much more easier...I wished. But I need to evaluate on things to come and make some changes, life or death, social or work. Mannnn...this is much to be done and I'm still stuck with a work my "friend" left me.

I'll continue with work first, then hopefully I can sit down quietly one of these days and do some ass kicking cleaning job on my profile.

Till then, here as brief update:
- was doing crazy job in two different states and 2 different job in a single day. 1st was in Melacca then I wisked off to Pasir Gudang. Finish work then Drove back to KL coz I got a plane to catch to Brunei on the following day. Arrive KL around 2.30am..pack and have a decent sleep. By 6.30am I was driving to KLIA..how mad can I be?
- Drove to Ipoh for my Boo friend's wedding, give present, have lunch, go see the bridesmaid, then off to KL.
-Sunday went for Housing expo in Midvalley and still looking for the place to call my own.
-Deepavali was spent at home, being lazy with my Boo and send his car for servicing (I'm being a good hubby as he's busy studying for exam next week)

Avil - lion

Nice view eh? (Picture courtesy of boo)

I was away during the weekend after coming back from Labuan. I'm starting to get busy here. Frequent night's out, less hours at home with Boo boo (my significant other) so the only sane choice is to haul his ass to Avillion for some quality time (not with me, but with himself and nature). He does have the tendancy to get bored at home, so yeah..this kinda helps to reduce the rate of boredom.
Why I say quality time with himself? Well, I was attending my station meeting and some team building thingy, which is a shock for me on my first time I joined the company. They like to have occasional station meeting someplace other than office, sometimes with. without family members (the one without family members is more conspicious...me not inlcuded, I was dragged along to follow, no choice).
Eh...my flight to Brunei is here, so I need to packed my stuff to go boarding. Will continue the story later.

Upheaval

" Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours............."

Daughtry - What about Now


My fren got a job in Qatar, being paid handsomely (not getting paid by a handsome dude. Helo? soheh tak dak benda lain nak pikir tu) and my urm..ex got a job in Oman. I mean people around me kinda gets an oppurtunity to seek their calling and have a leap of faith.

I have my share of leaping and hopping and stumble face first ( not with grace most of the time eheheh) when it comes to faith (mine is still intact but a bit dodgie). Speaking of which, I took a leap of faith today by eating about 4 @ 5 crabs at anjong ketam eventhough my Doctor told me to ease on the sea food as my uric acids is a wee bit high. Since I have only one life, what the heck...enjoy life la, not that often I'm being spoiled for choice when it comes to eating things I like.

Mengantuk la pulak. Banyak makan ceefud nih. Apa lagi nak boom boom la...stay up pun tak guna jugak.

Slamattttt.....

Delirium

I'm in the airport, arrive here a bit early after I left the office and fell asleep on the ERL. I thought it was a long sleep but when I woke up, the train has just passed Putrajaya station.

I was in my weird mood today, I don't feel like talking a lot, was mostly quiet all the time...even to hubby. Not blaming it on anybody, it's just one of those days when I feel like shit and things are not that easy in life as well but I do make the most out of it by sleeping.
I found that sleeping helps a lot in controlling my rise of rage and anger. I have not been pissed at my self for a long time. Nothing to stir my well of anger. Glad that I never had any therapy session otherwise the Doctor will have a field day, not to mention the pills I'll be popping down.

Eh...lost in my thoughts again, by the by, I need to haul my butt to the departure hall, going to Labuan today for some survey session, hope I can cope up with the delay start up after 2 weeks of being jobless, my collegue is sick and I guess it's up to me to carry out all of the inspection. Tisk...it's going to be a long day for me tomorrow...wish me luck.

Adios!

Layannnnnn

This is a great song to get along when you are feeling melancholic and wanted to layan blues (taste differ from person to person).

Nitrus - Resah

Berapa lama harus aku tunggu
Kata setuju kamu
Kau biar aku menanti pilu

Kau diam bisu buat aku keliru
Mana tuju hatimu
Usah biarku resah menunggu

Raut wajahmu bisa ditelahku
Kau masih belum tentu
Apa ada rasa dalam hatimu

Datang padaku cerita padaku
Ungkapkan rasa itu
Apa saja buat hilang ragumu

Sesungguh tak kau tahu
Diriku ada kamu
Akan ku relakan semua ada ku untukmu
Mungkin bila kau tahu
Mungkin bisa kau temui jiwaku
Usah biar terusan begitu

Happy layan kepala.....Adios

Melancholic

Selamat post hari raya......ada bagus sambutan tahun ni? Ni raya yang pertama buat den setelah 6 tahun tak balik raya (demonstrasi dan rebel diri sendiri pada kaum keluarga la katakan). Apa boleh buat, ada sedikit pengaruh luaran dan jugak nak pertahankan dasar ego diri sendiri yang agak degil (memang saya degil pun, apa nak buat dah tersemat dalam DNA sejak azali lagi).

Ok la tuh, takkan nak ungkit cerita lama kut, gilo apa...soheh lepas buka pekung di dada musti banyak orang komen punya lah. Jadi, jangan harap den nak lawakkan diri sendiri macam tu...nak tau sila buat temujanji dengan orang rumah saya (merangkap PA saya). Bagi 2 -3 hari lagi nanti saya buat cerita Raya tahun ni ok? Bagi la can nak legakan mabuk kuih Raya dulu...sengkak nih (sengkek pun ada la jugak.....pulus habis bagi duit Raya :) ).

Terkesima sebentar pasal orang rumah tau tau aja bercakap dalam tidor. Penah jugak terkena, ingat dia sembang dengan kita, rupanya dengan kawan di alam mimpi...hempeh sungguh. Nasib baik dia comel, cium pipi jer lah. Jangan nak kona kona cerita yek, takkan ada cerita atas katil punya. P n C.

Mood cerita pun tak ada melankolik, so nanti bila ada feel baru saya tulih pasal benda benda yang sewaktu dengannya. Tengah hari kelak nak turun Melaka jap ada rumah terbuka, makan free punya pasal sanggup pi Melaka, gilo betui....minyak dengan tol bukannya free. Tapi sebab kenkawan maka panjanglah langkah ni ke Melaka jap lagi.

Selamat berhari minggu, jangan tido banyak sangat, jangan makan kuih banyak sangat nanti suar jadi ketat (bukan nak kata kat diri sendiri). Bawak keta elok-elok.
Peace out!