If I was Sad Like This..

Funny how when you can feel joy then turned to sadness when the person you shared your life with just feel sad? And the hardest part is that you are not there to comfort him/her and nothing you said get thru..
I am sad, yes and there is nothing I wouldn't do to see that smile again...

Where have I go

I have not been a very good blog writer. I take my time, I went AWOL and it's just so hard to find time to write nowadays.

So instead, I read what other people write and just be satisfied for the time being. My latest read..The Crow TPB by James O Barr. I watched the movie, all four of them. But nothing has prepared me when I read the book...such compelling story line, how he pours his heart out thru the visual and the written form. You can feel his pain and it affected me. It made me look at my life and those people I love most. Imagine losing the one you love when you still need them?

The thought is unbearable, too much to take that I stop thinking for awhile just to not let that thing bother me. Crap..and yes, I dwell too much about it now. Can't be helped, LOL. Damned me and my suckerness for melancholic reading material.

I take my leave now...I need to sleep on this and hope it will go away, fast. I can't take feeling like this for a long long time...my heart will cry out in pain.

Oh so scary experience number I don’t know how many…

I’m in Penang today, working as usual onboard a gambling ship (oh don’t give me the raised one eye-brow look). I said I was working not gambling..sheesh. Anyway, finished my job, take a shower in the cabin they provided for me and while me was lazying around waiting for a chance to get off from the vessel only after I agreed to have dinner with the lot of them (anything for the client as they are the ones who pay for my expenses later on).

Back to my story, I was haphazardly loitering inside the cabin and then there is this knock on the door. My door. Wow. Dinner time already and I’m just half-way thru my bag of Twisties. There stand this Thai woman (can’t use lady coz she just barge in my room and locked the door) what the hell?

Scratching my not so itchy scalp/head (I have less hair currently), “Massage time” she said. What massage? Did I order any? When? How? Why? Why? Why? Being polite here, so I move my stuff from the bed and help woman who is toying with the lights in my room. Is she doing maintenance or massage, now I’m confused? Was helping here and why the hell did I help? Had no idea and not gonna think about it either. Fix the light and I was on the edge of the bed facing my laptop, I was trying to work…well actually was watching this new anime I bought ehehehe and the women just spoils my fun time out.

Then she starts pressing my back with her fingers and her back on my back. How many back does it take to make people see my back? LOL. Not funny, I know. I was having this hectic cry for help in my head telling me, what the F**K shud I do? Can’t just slide down the bed coz there is no more space for me to run. Damn those people on the Bridge!

So I let her do her “Thai massage” (not enjoying it either) for about 15 minutes or so…but damn felt like an eternity before she said “Must start massage” (use a soft spoken Thai dialect while saying that)… thank God for no goose bumps…yet.

Ok, so the only thing that I can make her stop her move is to pay her and she might leave me alone...yeah, that might work. So I paid her for her “service” (which is the easiest money she ever made in her life at that moment).I need her to stop rubbing her front on my back…it hard to work with bumps ahead (get it? Bump ahead? No...Ah forget it!)

I am not going to let that kinda things put my day off…its creepy, the only part I let the opposite sex touch is my feet (reflexology) and my hair (hair cut) and nothing below the torso and above the knee. So to shake the frightening images off is for me to run, run like the wind but I can’t do that since I’m onboard the ship. What’s left? Eat I guess (there goes my diet)

So, see ya next time when the shivers gone…I’ll be back.

Malasku menjadi jadi (nasib baik tak jadi Incredible Hulk)

Apa punya panjang daa tajuk kali nih. Samada aku terlalu rajin atau aku saja saja buat rajin atau memang saja tak rajin tapi sebab nak rajin punya pasal aku tulih jugak.

Dah berkampung semula kat Pasir Gudang, Johor buat minggu kedua carta surveyor pop-ular maka tiada apa yang dapat aku nak mengomel selain daripada lepas balik keja, makan dan tido. Ada la tengok TV jap pastu TV tgk aku sampai ke pagi. Bermoral sungguh ya.

Ni pun menulis sebab bukan kerna nama kekekek, tapi sebab nak isi ruang-ruang kosong selama 2 minggu tak meluahkan isi hati yang tak seberapa sedap (saya tak makan hati atau apa apa organ dalaman, betulllllll). Tapi ada juga terbaca kat mana tah pasal komen orang yang tulih blog ni. Memang semua orang ada pandangan berbeza tapi tak semestinya apa yang kita kata pada orang lain boleh diterima pakai sepenuhnya kan kan kan? Tepuk lah dada, tanya lah selera. Orang boleh cakap apa yang mereka nak cakap, keputusannya kita yang amik sendiri.

Beralih topik yang lain pulak...lagi 3 minggu campur tolak, akan berangkat lah saya dan ehehehe..tak yah bagitau, nanti orang banyak komen...ke Bali untuk menghabiskan stok cuti tahun lepas dan tahun ni skit. Dari perbincangan tertutup dua belah pihak, maka persetujuan telah dicapai dimana akan mengikuti tour sambil belajar, makan di beri percuma, so apa lagi amik je lah..hotel pun boleh gagah...duduk pun kat area dimana senang nak gerak sana sini tanpa perlu kenderaan, apa lagi mau. Bali here I coming (bukan ayat salah ye, saja salahkan ia).

Last time gi Bandung dari Jakarta naik ketapi kira-kira 2 tahun lepas..best jugak tripnya...banyak la jugak borong baju-bajuan, orang Malaysia memang bercambah kiri kanan, semua pegang beg kiri kanan sampei tak ingat dunia (mentang-mentang murah). Aku? Aku ok saja (mana boleh citer keburukan diri sendiri, gilo ko).

Penatnya...nak mandi jap kat Yard, pastu balik makan la kut. Malas la pulak nak pi parti kat Kapal pasal apa? Hari ni pakai T-shirt cokia saja...segan la nak berposing dgn orang orang besar atas kapal kelak kekekekek. Last minute baru cakap...saja la tuh tak nak bagi aku pi.....

Sampai di sini saja laporan terkini, secara langsung dari opis sementara kat Pasir Gudang...ada apa2 citer menarik, saya kobarkan lah laie...Wassalam.

Same goes here and there

It's 2 am and I try to finish this quick. I thought after the Dubai sting, I would have some decent time in the office to sort my work and cleared out the tangle mess which started from I don't know what end, till now..which does not make me look good in the taking care of things department.

Honestly, whenever I got some time to spend, there's always things to do and people who calls and ask silly question. Honestly people, I don't know how the hell I can get my job done without interuption. Practically non existance.

I've been running up and down in Miri for the past 3 times this week, sheer pressure of actually being the only guy who has spent some time making my mark in Sarawak all in all I spend about 9 years here, 6 years during my sailing years in Bintulu and 3 years as a multiple oppurtunist who try to make a stand at least 5 years but end up as said before.

Oh, it was not all that bad. It was fun and fun and fun. I curce less back then when compare to now, Now...after 5 minutes coming out from the house I started to swear already. There goes my morning sunshine eheheheh. Its gonna be a pretty busy week, hope my boo is ready from some weeks without me hanging around the house.

P/s: Happy belated Labour day. I was working on the day after, talk about being efficient ( more like being forced to work, lol)

Adios people!

Plan assunder

Yeah, that the room I got from Ramada..not bad, Dhs 500 plus for a nite...costly? Absolutely! So in that kinda spirit, I spend the rest of yesterday's nite in the room. Was ready to go out and be a tourist and snap some Burj Dubai towers but then it came. A slight headache, then follows with a little dizziness (not seeing stars yet, mind you). Oh crap...this gonna cost me a few hours of rest before I can walk straight...crap crap crap.

So basically, I have not seen Dubai Mall not the tallest tower in the frickin' world and tonight is reserved for dinner and HRC. Screw the other place, this is the place where I can make up for my Boo and buy stuff for him. Yeah...and for my sister and bro in law as well. They better pay me back afterwards or I'm selling it to the next person.

Then tomorrow before leaving and taking my flight back to KaYel, there's this official souveniers shopping for frens...yes fridge magnet which is why people love it soo much whenever I travel. What do you think I am...a post man? But I dun deny, being the travelling person does make me kinda popular amongst Boo's fren and family eheheheh ( He is my personnel PR, telling his fren that I went here and there kekekeke but then it came with a price...the fridge magnet...can't actually asked people to pay for it, can I? that would make me look cheap..sheeesh...shear dilemma)

Anyway, I guess I'm good in other ways. A little tacky here and there but otherwise great. I do hope that I can be healthy tonite and eat my heart out! Till then, cheerios people. have a really good day!

Where have I gone?

I was not around very much.....plenty sorry. Procrastination as usual.Life's like that. Suck up and move on eheheheh.

I'm now in a land of the land, a land hot wind and sandstorm, camel dung, belly dancer's run amok, and skyscraper reaching for the skies. Not to mention the land known for very loud Honk. Honk you ask? Honestly. I'm in my room on the 6th floor and the windows are shut but you could hear them blaring on the ground below. Some poor schmuck musta have his hearing impaired from that, I assure you.

Being back in Dubai sure bring back memories...I don't know...just being here is hell...kinda great. Development stil here but a lot has been on halt due to the current trend across the world where money is concerned. Thank god for that otherwise it will be one of those crazy metro town crawling with traffics and honks of those damn big four wheelers.

I have not come for vacation, far from it. I had a training to undergo which I've missed back in Freemantle on February, so this is my revenge but hey, not complaining. Wheather wise is not that bad, stil hot but less humid, so again..thank God for that.

Been put up at Ramada hotel in Bur Dubai, not a bad place, just a walking distance from office, convenience store, eatery place and yes, our office here in Dubai is somewhat like my office back in KaYel, office on top, shopping complex at the bottom and man u need a lot of energy strolling from end to end and up 3 floor to cover the whole mall..don't let me start on Mall of Emirates...they have ski slope inside there...go figure how big it is. But I will skip that this trip. Just wanna go to Deira City and HRC which should cover the basis for me, plus I don't feel like crazy spender now that my responsibility is getting bigger and bigger. And I'm not just talking about the significant other, lol. Oh behave people this is not a controlled page, mind you.

Oh yeah before I came here, had a pretty nice dinner and karaoke session with frends. Dinner was great although not using cable this time...i knew it i shud have call the manager there and fix us a quickie. Mental note to self...never throw good chance and easy dinner when going there next time. By there I mean Tony Roma's.

Spoilt the karaoke session though which was supposed to be at Red Box the Curve but since I'm late, they gave the room a way..damn it! So the venue has been moved to 1 Utama instead...lucky. Lucky that they have room at 11.30pm. Better than nothing right?

So how many people were supposed to be there? Less than 10 originally but end up only 4, including me. Oh well, better since I got a chance to be silly in less stupid situation. But hey, it was fun fun fun.

Now i get lotsa stuff to write eheheheh and so little time, I haven't had my morning shower yet.... Yes by this I'm feeling perky today and hope that everything goes well today. Just finish browsing the net, I have to do The Dubai Mall. Freaking big shopping mall by the side of Burj Dubai the freaking tallest building in the world standing at almost 900 meter from land level. The building itself is not yet finish but hey, last time I was here, you can see bits and pieces but now..now is a different story altogether. Damn it, why I never notice it yesterday...should have gone there yesterday. Hm......

Anyway, I need to shower, really. Otherwise I'm late for the bus and skipping breakfast at the hotel...it's expensive to be eating at Dhs 50 just for breakfast don't cha think?

Ok, I'll get back soon, I have plenty of stuff to pan for today actually after the classes finish. I just hope that I can cover two place in just about 4 hours including tranportation. I just gotta love the rush ehehehe.

Salam...as they said it and see ya all later later.

Shanghai Blues all over again

The whole week I spend my time attending 2 courses for the sake of building my compentency and polishing my working skills. I do not like travelling abroad during the winter-ish season. Why?

1. I have to pack lotsa heavy clothing items and it cramped my ability to move and be mobile as much as possible. Thus it prohibits my adhoc policy a lot.

2. It's frickin' cold and I do not operate in my optimal state if the air tempearture is below 15 degree Celcius.

3. I tend to be lazy

4. I tend to visit the toilet quite frequently than usual

5. Have to prepare a lot, applying body lotion and stuff to avoid dehydration and chaffed lips.

6. My usual ritual of bathing 3 times a day is disrupted. If u bathe more than u lose moisture more and the my skin tends to get itchy and that is the worst part. Learned my lesson the hard way when I visit Hamburg, Germany in 1999 and bath as usual like I did back home. Bad mistake and I paid it dearly by bad rashes when I got back home....that sucks the most.

7. I'm away from the usual crown dan usual faces...it is both good and bad experience. Makes you appreciate them more and sends a tingling and warm feeling knowing that you are coming back to them...not forgetting the special someone..always.

8. The second worst part is finding the right place to eat. This is by far the detterent which prevents me from being a Gung-ho in travellocity mode. You just can't great halal food on every corner. But it's great on the other hand as it helps me to diet a bit though I'm quite sure that my weight is basically the same as it was on Monday when I landed then today, my departure day.

9. It makes my sleeping pattern all haywire. I sleep less at night than I do during the day. It sucks.

Can't think of anything else though cept that I had to take a step back from visiting the tall and tallest building in Shanghai due to unmobility...damn it. Next time maybe. So with that I'm ending my transmission for the day...Happy weekends

What the......?

I was supposed to be having a makan kenduri session...make that two makan kenduri session today but end up here in Miri covering some work. More of a work actually, finishing a friend's job. See? I'm actually not a bad person. A bad person would never do stuff for other people except making misery. Carried over a bit eheheh...as usual.

My day was supposed to be go to Sandakan, finish job then come back home. Spend lazy weekend with Boo and that's it. Now my weekend just bust like a bubble and I'm seriuosly deprived of sleep.

As things couldn't be better, I had to woke up early on Friday to catch Airasia flight...huarghhhhhh and the darnest thing ever happened. This is almost the most embarrassing moment ever happened in life..for most people...guys especially. Went thru the security check, tiny alarms came off as usuall and the guard there will come and frisked you, end of story. But not for me...I was given a little hint.."Encik, zip seluar tak tarik habis" from the security officer. Lucky I did not automatically grab my crotch to cover the open fly, took my bag, walk a few steps...then I zipped my self....or maybe I was still in limbo to ever make haste of securing it. Nasib baik pakai underwear...kalau tak, malu ooooo. Terus sumpah tak nak pijak kaki kat LCCT lagi.

Yesterday was not that bad too....while walking around in Miri, my old place...my shoes failed me. Not one but both! The stiches came out midway and I'm now wearing a very comfortable shoes with secret ventilation passage. Walked around to find a replacement shoes proved fruitless as there is nothing that I fancy to replace my airy shoes. Was hooked on the white leather converse low cut sneakers but no size..damn it. Found also another one at a different store but stil no size. An yes I'm travelleing today, on business class with my airy shoes. Hope they never smell sumthing funny during the flight though.

Ok then..I guess I'm donre for this week. See ya tomorrow with some more news and updates in the world around me. If you want the whorld news..go surf the news channel.

Adios.

Kena Tagged Lagi.....part Deux

Memandangkan kawan-kawan sangat prihatin la ni maka dengan prihatinnya jugak teman jawap (nasib baik soalan pendek tapi tak logik pun ada, but who cares). So read on....

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2. Take the Personality Quiz

3. Copy Paste the result to your blog.

4. Tag your friends including me :)


Dan keputusannya (intro muzik suspen skit...jeng jeng jeng!)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Dah ada dahhhhhhhhhhh

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


Sapa ya saya mau tagged...semestinya org biasa yg kat Doha tu... whitelighter

Memento Mori

Dah bulan March ni dan besok dah besday aku. Ingat nak cuti jadi pemalas tapi tak kesampaian pasal kena outstation. Hm......nasib badan.

Lagi satu berita baharu yang agak memeranjat "beruk"kan termasuk diri sendiri....jeng jeng jeng....berat badan dah melebihi tahap tepu. Macam mana tau? Tadi pas cek in hotel kat Bintulu, ada penimbang, dan dengan suka hatinya nak tengok la perkembangan...memang dah kembang pun sekarang. Hampeh sungguh.

I need to lie down and be lazy for a while....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

P/s: Kidou Senshi Gundam Season Two pun dah sampai penghujungnya. Cerita Gundam yang senang nak paham dan tak melalut sangat walaupun masa Season One, Gundam dia tak berapa menarik. Sekarang dah pakai Twin Drive plus O riser nampak best la pulak. Kena masuk budjet nak beli model Gundam. Habis lagi duit...tisk tisk tisk

Random Access Memory

Minggu ni tersangkut lagi kau luar.....boleh dapat anugerah pekerja banyak kutip point enrich la aku tahun ni. Silap silap jadi maskot opis ke Sabah Sarawak. Macam tak dak orang lain yang nak pi (walhal hakikat memang tak ada orang pun, semua kena kuar jadi kerahan tenaga). Penat penat

Last Friday sempat la rewang rewang kat Endah Parade pi tengok game baru untuk PS3....jeng jeng jeng (memang dok usha Pendekar Jalanan ke-4 pun). Baru saja dilancarkan di US, tapi dah lama kuar kat Jepung...game saja RM 190. Mahal ek? Tapi kalau nak box set ( Ada DVD citer Pendekar Jalanan 4, ada the making of, wall paper, plus 2 miniture Ryu and Viper action figurine....dengan harga RM 380. Uhuk uhuk uhuk...mau muntah darah)

Tengah buat mental metamatik berkira kira mana lebih untung. Metal gear Solid 4, edisi dua disc pun lebih kurang harga yang sama....muntah darah lagi. Tu belum citer masa yang diperlukan untuk habiskan game tu...Citer panjang giler. Last last den amik Devil May Cry 4 sama Ninja Gaiden Sigma...2 game RM 300. Mahal tapi apa boleh buat.....ciplak aka blue ray game lanun masih belum kuar....Ikat perut betul la tahun ni.

Try la jugak tanya Resident Evil 5 bila kuar, ada la kut dlm tgh bulan ni kut, kalau tak salah dengar la..yang bestnya boleh main 2 orang. Kalau dulu main sorsng sorang jo..sakit jantung terkejut pun sorang sorang...tapi kali ni boleh berdua...mesra alam la skit ala ala hidup mati bersama. Yang Resident evil 4 pun tak habis main lagi ada hati nak main yg no.5....yeah...right.

Apa lagi ek...aaaa, ada member datang singgah umah kejap. Kejap tak kejap mau kat 3-4 hari la jugak jadi nomad kat umah. Sempat la jugak ajak gi karaoke kat Jusco AU2...bilik yang boleh telus suara sampai jiran kat sebelah boleh join skali. But who cares kan? Ingat nak celebrate dgn orang rumah pasal peringatan hari yang bersejarah tapi sebab ada member skali., so kena la postponed ke minggu yg seterusnya. Sebenarnya gi karaoke pun nak pujuk orang rumah ler, eheheheh....sapa tak sayang laki oiiiiii. He said I spend too much time with the game....apa tanya nya, nak upgrade Nero ke tahap Setan Maksima kena la berdedikasi dan bunuh sebanyak mana setan setan berleluasa. Kalau dah berdedikasi sampai macam tu, memang la terperap jo dalam bilik. Bila dah kena sound tu maka secara rasminya, game tu tak akan disentuh selama sesuatu jangka masa yang agak panjang.

On the almost good news side, the dream of owning a house and be an ordinary citizen paying their mortage is almost in the making. Waiting for the bank to reply wheather I get the loan or not, then signing the S&P, pay the downpayment, get the EPF and such. This is really taking a toll as I almost non existance in the office and KL within this month..except during weekend la kut. If lucky, if not so lucky, then hell....

Itu saja kut kali ni, nak sambung tengok Afro Samurai Resurrection pastu tido, walhal janji nak tido awal kekekeke...again yeah...right...

Adios amigos....Gud day!

Kuro

It means black in English. The title of the day. Pandai tak saya? Boleh la sikit sikit memandangkan nak mengembangkan sayap (tapi buat masa sekarang..rasa rasanya perut semakin berkembang...dam it) ke negara matahri terbit dalam masa 2-3 tahun ni, maka elok lah kiranya belajor sikit sikit bahasa kebangsaan orang Jepun (tak sia sia cek tengok anime...kan ada faedahnya tu).

TV skrin leper (Flat screen TV?) yang dah kat sebulan booking akhirnya sampai jua. Hari tu hari yang tak berapa ceria pasal kena heret dek orang rumah pi birthday party anak buah member dia. Memang malas nak keluar pasal nak tunggu TV sebenarnya eheheh tapi bila ada unsur unsur paksaan kena ikut jugak...protes bermula. Cuba la jugak nak tukar mood lepas makan percuma...sambil santai santai tengok orang pastu ada mamat ni, rasa macam kenal jer bersalaman dengan orang orang kat luar, termasuk lah teman ni. Rupa rupanya si pelakon lelaki Malaya, Rosyham Noor. Macam drama la pulak tetiba dia datang salam...saya artis ke dia yang artis? Rasa macam YB jumpa orang orang kampung pun ada.

Sehari sebelum tu, sempat la pi Taman Tasik Titiwangsa (bukan cuci mata ye, cuci mata kat toilet) pasal ada telematch HOT FM AM Crew Vs Jam. Kata start jam 8 pagi...punya la pulun pi awal awal...tapi start kat pukul 9 la jugak. Sempat la tengok DJ DJ Hot FM yang selalunya berceloteh dalam keta secara hidup. Upin dan Ipin pun ada...betu betul betul!

Balik pada cerita tadi, orang umah pun mengomel la pasal tabiat buruk teman yang rasa rasa agak susah nak diubah secara rasional (i am built like this - kata kata pujangga dari filem Jerry MacGuire). Dua dua orang senyap jer sepanjang jalan balik dari KLCC pas amik suar tempah dia. Nasib baik tak merendek lama lama kat sana kalu tak, tak merasa tengok TV besar. MMg besar pun...42 inch...penuh meja kecik buat tempat letak TV tu...sampai kena curi curi ruang nak letak kotak itam den yang lagi satu...PS3 ler.

Dalam tempoh tu, sempat la berbaik baik dengan orang rumah...ye lah dah dapat TV baru kekekekek. Lawak jer lah, bukan pasal materialistik cuma memang kita orang ada masa senyap sedikit sekiranya ada isu isu berbangkit yang tak berapa sebulu tapi secara amnya, kita pun amik masa nak melihat apa yang berlaku sampai ada isu isu berbangkit sebelum terjun dan wachaa orang sesuka hati.

Komplikasi jugak nak cucuk input dan suaikan gambar dari player ke TV, siap bukak manual kiri kanan. Daripada jahanam, lebih baik amik sedikit masa, baca pelan pelan dan paham sebelum buat sesuatu. Ada benda tak payah pakai manual, ada benda kena kekekek...jangan pikir yang bukan bukan pulak. Akhirnya berjaya jugak...terbeliak main Soul Caliber 4...tersangatlah cantiknya gambar itu. Tengok Daniel Craig kuar dari laut pakai swimming trunk dalam Casino Royale pakai Blue Ray disc sampai mulut terjatuh ke lantai (over sangat kah?)

Nanti entry skali lagi cek masukkan gambornya ek......TV bukan Daniel Craig.

Sayonara!

Tak Tau

Tak tau nak tulih apa kali ni. Semuanya macam tak dak cerita cerita sensasi yang panas. Takkan nak promo diri sendiri kut. Lucah sungguh.

Hm......sekurang-kurangnya dapat balik kampung minggu lepas (terima kasih Thaipusam, walaupun kena sangkut jem masa balik kampung dan dari kampung kat Batu Caves...cuma tak sempat nak kutip buah nyoq saja eheheheh). Balik berdua, ada urusan kerajaan skit plus memang saja nak balik. Wah! kira rekod la jugak pasal dah kira setiap bulan balik kampung (penat la jugak buat rentas desa dari kawasan tengah ke kawasan utara...nasib baik tak jalan kaki, kalu tak memang tido kat lebuhraya la jawapnya)

Sempat la bawak balik Laser Disc second hand masa travel gi Jepung dulu. Simpan kat Selangor pun bukan leh main pun. Kurang la skit barang kat umah di Selangor. Kenapa terkejut ka saya cakap umah kat Selangor bukan kat KL? Dah kawasan sempadan, bukan sempadan Thailand la.Nampak macam jauh tapi memang jauh kalu travel naik keta waktu keja. Cuba try test masa cuti...laju saja boleh sampai KL...hm....nak komplen la nih. Tapi tak apa simpan dulu, tunggu bagi ada banyak tajuk skit senang nak olah karangan.

Bulan Februari dah mula jadi sibuk dan buat2 sibuk, asyik kuar setiap minggu (Alhamdulillah...dapat la duit buat cover bayor benda-benda canggih yang beli dengan hanya turun tandatangan saja dan bayar kemudian..nak terkejut beruk jugak dapat penyata bulan nih eheheheeh...I dun care, it's my money and I want to spend like crazy!) Tak de lah....ada la jugak simpan skit2 buat nak travel cuti-cuti skit dengan orang umah. Insyallah murah rezeki pi jauh, mahal rezeki pi KLCC pun Alhamdulillah.

Hm...nak buat sibuk2 skit, tengok email yang nak penuh dalam inbox...malasnya.......


P/s: Sempat lagi pi karaokeing kat 1 Utama dari jam 12.30 sampai la jam 3 pagi walhal pagi dah nak drive balik kampung. Nasib baik balik umah, kalu jadi penghuni bilik karaoke camno? Tak pa kut pasai bukan slalu plus orang umah bagi hint nak karaoke by hook or by crook...follow aja bah.

My Indulgence

I was triger-happy last month and also it was my laziest month. I had almost two weeks of days off (thank you God for CNY)and it drags until today. Lucky I was out from the office, otherwise I would be sticking to the cubicle like a sloth hanging to a tree. Yes...I was about that lazy.

It's a wet morning in Sandakan, Sabah. Started out with a drizzle then it went cats and dogs sans the light and sound effects.

Back to my title of the day, I finally managed to get my greedy hands on PS3. I usually didn't buy any console until it's about 6 years after its launching event. I buy my psone just months before PS2 was launched, same goes for my PS2..I bought it when I was in Dubai (of all the places in KL to get such console, I buy it somewhere else. Hey it was cheap) then after that...PS3 were launched. Boy at that time it cost about RM3000 for a 60GB unit and I was like a fish looking inside instead of outside. Yeah, and I promise myself, that time it will take me another 6 years to get the unit but hell. I progress and get it within 3 years eheheheh.

It is an amazing unit, and heavy machine. The one I bought comes with two free games...Soul Calibre IV and a toss between Assassin Creed or Ninja Gaiden..Assassin Creed won (hm...i wonder why.....). Its a totally different machine from the previous PS, this one uses wireless controller, nifty software, you can go online via LAN or Wireless plus it has 80GB of memory. How many games can you save? Oh..it plays Blue-Ray disc...yikes! And...if you own a PSP, it can be synchronised. Awesome. Does that mean I need a PSP afterwards? GASP!

On the not so good side, the software aka games cost an arm to buy one, unless you go for the bargain price...meaning old games la. It's not PS2 game compatible, previous version has compatability but not this one, you get only a single controller with the standard package and the next one also need you to cut another arm (how the hell am I going to play the game without any arm?). Was thinking of using the PS2 joypad but hell..it doest have any, cept for the port to transfer memory to the memory card for the later version of PS.

And I have yet to explore the full potential of my unit, give me a wee bit of time and I'll get back with a verdict. Can't wait to pair this with my Plasma TV soon...yummy.

Tag : Complete The Sentences

Here we go with another one...

Rules:
1. Answer the questions below and put the link of the person who tagged you <-- http://thewanonly.blogspot.com/, done...

2. Tag 5 people and let them know by leaving a message in their blog <-- hmm, who do I tag... http://sharm-10.blogspot.com/ aka whitelighter

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My idea of going on a date would be...
The worst punishment my parents gave me was... because I...
My most extravagant splurge in the last six months is...
If I can have a super-ability, I'd want to have...
KL is...
My influences in life are...
I have climbed the highest mountain on earth and found the wisest man in the entire galaxy. And I can ask him only one question. I am going to ask him...
My wishes for 2009 would be that...
Lastly, I'd like to be remembered by...

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My idea of going on a date would be (either one will do) having a good meal and a smashing conversation or going somewhere where the view is great and having a smashing conversation and enjoy some quiet moments afterwards.

The worst punishment my parents gave me was being chased by mom with a belt because I took some of my money (which my mom was trying to save)and told her that I found the money under some rubble(i know...i'm such a lousy liar)

My most extravagant splurge in the last six months is/are a new bedset, a new handphone hmmmmm...make that 2, a PS3. I dun wanna talk about this month....scary how I can go crazy when I let loose.

If I can have a super-ability, I'd want to have this will have to be a toss between having a great agility and kinetic charged of innate object with a wee bit of sweet talking (Gambit) or subzero control of temperature up to molecular level (Iceman).

KL is the least expected city I wanna live in but end up here. Nuff said.

My influences in life are my family, my friends, the people I meet along the way, my Boo, the people who write stuff I read.

I have climbed the highest mountain on earth and found the wisest man in the entire galaxy. And I can ask him only one question. I am going to ask him hm.........I can't seem to find the right question to ask...damn it! Waste my time climbing the mountain for nought.

My wishes for 2009 would be that I don't want to take things for granted, I don't want people taking me for granted. I don't want to be the one who left behind. I wanted to buy a house.....now does this sound like a Christmas list already...:p

Lastly, I'd like to be remembered by those who thinks that somehow someway that my presence in their life makes a different and put a smile on their face. Happy thoughts rock!

What was and What will and then some.....

It's the 2nd week of Jan 2009 and as I mention on my earlier blog, life in the new year is just a spill over from the last year. We carry on with what we have been doing previously, be it good or bad (life choices). I just need to make it my own things to reflect on what was the significant event happened to me, personally. Here it goes:

- Have a big reunion with my family with a certain encourgement by friends and such. They make me see the error of my way. It was like lifting a heavy burden that keeps pilling on your back with each coming year and making excuses when people asked me about the "Balik Kampung" ritual. Sure my family is not that picture perfect but hey, growing up with them sorta shaped me into becoming a person that I am today. Well that and a whole lotta self realisation that I wanted to be a person...a better person at work and at home and just be me.

- Making a life altering choices without looking back and wished that it would be different. I learn that choices, especially when it comes to personal well being (physical and emotional wise) are really really tough to make. But In the end this are the plans we choose, try not to take it in fine detail because it will make you more prone to dissapointment when you don't get what you want. Or you don't get anything at all. I'm not saying that all my choices are/were correct at least I make it and live with it. This is basically about my last year jumbled relationship con figuration.

- Debt management. Settled my long overdue debt (cursed my credit card). As from 2006, I was given a charge card and basically it made me concious of my spending habit urm...no. That did not sound good, let say it makes me think a lot before I buy stuff out of impulse. But what the heck, I got my watch using the card heheheh so yeah, if there is a will, there's always a way to pay back.

- Habit. I think I'm improving on that aspect of life, trying to kick the bad ones and ushering the good ones (macam tag CNY la pulak kekeke).

- Have not buy any action figures or model eventhough got on sale some more. I mean, how good am I? I wanted to buy the provocative one where the women are scantly clad and have big proportions on their assets but have to think more than twice to not want to offend the ladies in my office as I wanted to put it on display at my work station. Tak pasal pasal kena kes gangguan seksual dan dapat memo. Hampeh!

- Get to hang out more with frens. That's a good sign.

- did manage to follow Boo to his gym for a try out, kinda like being sweaty and all (that's what people called excercise heheheh) and after that the gym people starts calling me and ask if I wanted to join. I'd love to but then I don't have a fixed date/month/year and I'm not at home most of the time...so why must I pay for services that I barely got to use?

Ok, need to check out and go catch my belon back to KL. See you guys much much later.

Tag: 2008 Cute's 3logger Award

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnye (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnye dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupe melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah ditag.


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1. Siap

2. Tenkiu buat Panzer yang sudi menge'Tag' kan saya yang tengah sibuk menyibuk ni untuk luangkan skit masas buat benda benda macam nih

3. 10 Fakta @ auta /hobi pasal aku:

- Tak suka bawak keta tanpa muzik. Mati kutu
- Suka pi kedai buku walaupun tak beli apa apa pun (kecuali kalau ke kinokuniya @ borders...itu pun kena kuatkan semangat kalu tak...boronggggggggg)
-suka malaskan diri time cuti / hujung minggu dan tak nak buat keja umah bila ada masa free. Tengok orang rumah la, kalau dia rajin saya malas..vice versa.
- tak suka suka ulang diri sendiri (repeat myself) terutama pasal hal hal sensitif atau isu isu yang slalu diperkatakan (nothing specific, bergantung pada mood)
- cepat ubah mood walaupun pada benda yang remeh temeh. Ganggu synchronisation saja
- Kalau marah saya diam...kalau buat orang marah pun saya diam. Bagi peluang bertenang dan mengutip fikiran(collect their thoughts)
- Suka buat keja daripada duduk diam kalau tengah marah..sekurang-kurangnya guna tenaga secara positif.
- Suka beli t-shirt yang memenuhi citarasa...kalau pakai sehari sehelai, sebulan pun tak habis rotation....tapi beli lagi kalu ok dan murah...Carik je kat F.O.S (no promo percuma nih)
- Suka tengok anime time free.....sebab tu maleh nak buat keja time cuti heheheh
- Main game PS2...dlm proses nak upgrade PS3 (tengok dulu la kalu dapat rumah tahun ni)

4. Tak ada la sapa sapa yang nak ditagkan...semua dah kena sapu.....eh jap, den tag whitelighter je lah.

5.Melawat blog site je? memang la, nak pi melawat kenkawan kat timur tengah tu jauh nak mampuih.

Malas Gila

Ni dah masuk 2009, masih sibuk dan masih malas macam tahun 2008...kira limpahan hasil kerja dan tugasan yang tak habis-habis. Tak reti bahasa sungguh kerja kali ni, tak kasi can langsung nak lepak-lepak makan gaji percuma kat Opis...cis.

Nak pulak ada orang tag....ya ampun, kena la balas. Baru siap satu...nanti lagi satu buat esok saja kut...Nak cut and paste pun maleh. Macam mana nak dapat anugerah pekerja cemerlang dan gemilang 2009 (tak salah berharap kan? ada motivasi skit)

Nanti dalam tag, kawan citer pasal hal hal bersangkutan ya...tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Tag: 2008 stuff list

Where were you on midnite Dec 31, 2007?
With Boo at his hometown in Kuching. Wanted to go out and meet his frens but end up doing barbecue and cook pasta for the whole family....me? cook?...yeah...right.

5 favorite movies of 2008?

The Dark Knight
Kung Fu Panda
Iron Man
Incredible Hulk
Definitely, Maybe


Worst movie(s)?

Max Payne
The Mummy 3: Tomb of the emperor
Babylon AD
Quarantine and Cloverfield (both movies gives me Vertigo...so I sleep)


5 songs you played to death in 2008?

Paramore - That's what you get
The Click Five - Empty
The Red Jumpsuit Appartus - Your Guardian Angel
Bau - Warkah
Nitrus - Resah

5 games/activities you did in 2008?

Bowling at Berjaya Times Square
Karaoke at Endah Parade
Jungle Tracking cum Team Building stuff in Frasier Hill
Hotel Hooping
Moving house


Number of crushes you had in 2008?
1 (I end up with one him)

Number of heartbreaks you had in 2008?
Nil

Number of hearts YOU broke in 2008?
2 (I know their last names!)

Number of people you made cry in 2008
2

And I'm tagging whitelighter