Hepi Birthday

Its the time of the year where you know you will either dread it or love it. I'm thinking, well wanting actually it to be the later. Wishful thinking *fingers crossed in all possible manner*
I'm not a kid anymore, so perish the thoughts of throwing parties and stuff...I'm not into that.

There 's this one time in my final year in Polytechnic, I sorta celebrate my birthday but only limited to my house mate. These guys actually love doing this stuff. Oh lordy..what have I got myelf into. Nothing fancy, my friend cooks, few decorations and a birthday poster on the wall, courtesy of me, the birthday boy and who can forget cakes and candles. Just thinking about it made me laugh out lout...in my head. Don't want to spoil the fun to my morning colleagues now, do i. Heheheheh

Blasted memory recalls. It was fun though..at that time. Now I just fiddle through whatever the day drops onto me and do the darnest to go back home feeling good or at least less worrying so that I can have a decent sleep at night. Anyway.....ok I actually rewritten this particular sentences 3 times before I could actually find the erm...right feel to it. Oh, who am I kidding, I rethink most of the thing I wanted to say..a pause if you will, a silent notes before the big storm. Word..spoken or written have an impact if said in a right manner or being lashed out blindly..so I try not to lash...I just keep quiet.

Anyway...Good job for making it through this year...it starts quite slow but picking up pace gradually. In 3 months I manage to do stuff which I can be proud and not so proud of but that depends on how we perceive things...it is so subjective and open for various interpretation, of which I do not want to ramble on. I pay off my debt (finally), get back with the family, sorting things..personal wise and work wise. Work actually needs a little more fine tuning and hopefully I can make the grades and perform well this year.

Here's a big cheer to myself, love myself better, be patience, be wise, be funny, laugh more, be more merrier and get a house!

Happy Birthday to me!